| Jesus and humanity! |
[May. 1st, 2005|03:12 pm] |
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| | sound of cat licking | ] |
And you, i'm sorry for being mad at you a creature just as I, because I for one, truly relate in so many ways, but through happiness, and meekness, and mercy, and peacemaking, and persecution, and a thirst for rightousness, and mourning, and leastly, but greatly, through Jesus Christ, King of Kings, Lord of Lords... I wish to be delivered from my affections just as you, holding nothing back from Father God, who sees us in our hearts, and minds. This is a blessing and a curse to be human as well...For he was just as you and I, human...no Jesus, no change, know Jesus, know change... as much as I wished for Jesus to sin, blasphemy for the spirit, but a rightousness in desperation, for the soul.. it reflects so much why I turn to Him all the more, because he will quell my aching spirit, and did redeem,is redeeming,and will redeem forevermore my soul..the Spirit I strive to obey, but the longing is not yet gone... |
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| one last post... |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
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I am posting this..just to say that life is miserable...people are miserable..I am miserable...but salvation is here for me already...its the mystery..the silence in your head.. I hope others find God.. and that they never lose their way with Him... call at 617-739-3483 if you need |
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| the world |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|10:33 am] |
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| | Sevendust - Enemy | ] |
It's a rather strange time to think about destruction, reading of 270 soldiers or so dying from a chemical attack. Reading about the dollar falling... euro rising...Civil war in Ukraine... I think something big is going to happen today..call me crazy.. but I feel something is on the verge of happening |
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| Strange dream |
[Apr. 9th, 2004|08:43 am] |
I had the weirdest fucking dream last night, I ran outside the back of my highschool and started picking up guitar picks right next to a tree.
oooh! *finds one* oooooh! *finds another*
each one had a different shape, one a regular looking one, one small one, and one big one AHHHH! *goes mad* |
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| angeeellls |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Tiii-i-i-ime is on my side! yes it iiis! |
[Feb. 23rd, 2004|06:46 am] |
getting a new freaking Fender amp today! cant wait to r0k out on it.
-on a side note, its kinda funny that you worry about your life when you are in school LOL ;) |
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| I dont accept, I dont accept, I dont accept u fucka! |
[Jan. 7th, 2004|09:31 pm] |
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| | Tooool | ] |
I bought 2 Tool albums today! gggrrr8 stuff! cd cover of Lateralus is artistic as hell!... |
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| Reality Tour! |
[Jan. 5th, 2004|08:45 pm] |
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yess David Bowie is coming to the Fleetcenter in Boston! I sure as heck goooottttaa see him! r0k! |
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| whats this?! |
[Dec. 19th, 2003|04:49 pm] |
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| | Tool-Stink Fist | ] |
someone new! ohh she has changed my life today!.... I have already devoted myself to her without even proclaiming love...I have already begun to love her without devoting myself. shes my only escape out of this whole web of deception, a so called friendly community.. where you cannot even sneeze without one person telling another |
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| life.. or something like it! |
[Dec. 18th, 2003|08:36 pm] |
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erg! same day once again.... im sick and tired of going through this crap over and over... im getting shitty grades... have no outside life... :( |
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